Bored in the library......

So much to say, so little time.......I'll try to make this short.

My good friend and ex left me in Oklahoma. He moved to Mexico. It's made me miss him more than I thought I would. He was the one person here who knew me inside and out. Almost too well. And I depended on him a lot; after all, he'd been living here longer than I have. He could tell me how to get anywhere, where to go, and then what to do when I got there. Its just amazing how people can impact you and you don't realize it until long after its happened. The old cliche is true; sometimes you really don't miss someone until they're gone.

Besides that I've been on a couple dates. They didn't work out. Sometimes I think my standards are too high and then I think "Wait a minute, is it really to much to ask that a guy has goals, ambitions, culture, a nice wardrobe, and a plan (not just in life, but for our date)." No, its not! I just have to find that guy......somewhere. Someone once told me that there's no point in dating and having a realationship with someone if your not going to marry them. I used to think that was stupid, but now I understand. I know on the first date if its going to work or not. I'm just tired of wasting my time and I don't intend to do it anymore.

Good news......Only one more week of school left! But its all finals. I have to really buckle down and study for these. We'll see how it goes. Then I'm free for 3 months to work, work, work.......
I finished my self portrait. It surprisingly turned out better than expected. I did a narrative about how I stepped away from music and now am studying design......its all good!