I'm so confused.........I'm 23 and still boggled by men. You'd think I would have learned a little by now. Ok, I have, but its mostly who to avoid. It seems each new boyfriend I have is better than the last, but somethings always off. Well, now I'm single with no one tying me down, not one person who's on my mind all the time. Maybe a couple, but not seriously. I just don't know what to do.........haven't you ever wanted someone you can't have? I read somewhere that this was actually your soulmate; someone with whom you could never seem to work it out with. I don't know if I believe that. If that was so, are they going to be in your life forever? I thought some of my exes were my soulmates, but seeing as though we don't talk anymore, what does that mean? Lessons learned and shared memories are all you have, they're not soulmates anymore, just distant thoughts in the back of your mind. I don't know, I just wish there was a way.......
Besides that, I'm discovering the discouraging and overwhelming aspect of being a design student. I got my first project back in my interior design class and was very disappointed. Not a good way to start out, but I know in my heart this is what I need and want to do. On the other hand, its amazing how you start to discover new interests in the one your putting so much work into. I'm increasingly beginning to become intriqued by green design and designing to better not only your environment you live in, but the environment we're all surrounded by. Maybe I'm a hopeless tree hugger..........at least thats what I've been told, but I think I just need to get through this semester before I start thinking about anything long term right now. I've learned that planning your life is almost pointless in some ways; something always comes up and you take a different course. Right now I'm just trying to get through the day to day.........
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