I feel alienated. Lately, I've noticed that I have a very small social life. I just see my roommate going out and having fun and I'm stuck at home doing homework. Granted my roommate doesn't go to school so she doesn't have that responsibility, but its just really hard. I know this is what I want-to get an education, that is-but at what cost. Its not too bad, I do go out and have a good time, but sometimes I just feel so out of the loop.
Other than that, I've had a lot on my mind. I've just felt overwhelmed lately. I try not to let people or things get to me, but everything has just sucked lately. I feel like work is becoming a joke and school is just too hard, and nobody understands. And to top it all off, I found out that one my friends is having a hard time with life themselves and I just don't know what to do. I can't solve everyones problems and one part of me is feeling, "Why do I burden myself with other peoples problems?" and then I realize that I'm not that selfish and I do want to help. I don't know, I've just been in a funk lately. I know it will pass, I just have to give it time. Its the waiting thats so hard. And will it really be worth it in the end?????
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